yet another time where i can blog... nothing much to sy abt army life... it as usual... coping fine.. but i feel very demoralise whn im on status. i cant do trainings. i scared i cant get a silver for my ippt. and im still in the dilemma whether should i be a man or go for command school. shall let gohonzon show where my mission is.. This week's book out was very happy... and in a way sad i guess.. happy cos i was able to spend quite a lot of time wif my family. Friday having dinner over @ my sis's place to celebrate my mom's b'day. sis was the chef for the day. first time to taste her cooking. everything was nice, but most of her dishes haf one common spice, PEPPER! lol but overall, i rate 7/10, still can be improved :P the nxt day i had supper wif family again! went to jalan kayu for prata. kool~ anyways, now i tink back, i seem to miss out family activities when i was in poly.. i know my family loves me loads, but i jus did not gif them 100% back. Im not a very good son so to say, but now i wanna do double for my family. I'm kinda contented with wat i haf now, unlike some of my frens tat i know of, who feels lonely cos they need love frm someone 'special'. If u say last time i was like tat yes, always tinkning abt to haf someone 'special' someone to love, but now, nah, im contented, but i will take the oppotunity if it ever passes by though ha.. Love the small things u haf, love ur frens, love ur family, go easy with things around u and not haf expectations, i guess. I wanna put 100% for frens, gakkai and family! and maybe for sleep ha. Oh today me, yaya and dan was toking abt traveling at the end of the year. We might be going KOH SAMUI! weeeeee! travelling after i POP! SWEEET! haf to save up liao! gosh cant wait man. Will be askin all the urban passion peeps who would wanna go. haha. Going to book in again, and start of field camp tml. Sianz! oh well. Anyways, take care peeps, seeya guys on the public holidays!