boredom came over me again... haiz. went friendster wrote bo liao testimonials to a few peepz. Its been long since i wrote testimonials.. anyways friendster is realli becoming a bore zzz. study study study as usual. Now lookin around in the skies, such a coolin day. Tot can see some star signs but cant, cos oni 4 kuku stars appear in ma window lolx. pathetic eh. I WAN TO GO EASTCOAST!!! I WAN BACK MY LIFE!!! Feel tat time is so short now. Left wif oni 8 to 9 months before i go army and stuff. How i wish i can turn back time and go back to ma first yr poly again and enjoy this wonderous time! Going beaches, chalets, m'sia trips, clubbin or even for late night starbucks session. Now i hardly go for all these, ma frens are all busy. After the grp split they seem to be different. Now they are always wif their own grp frens. sad eh. haiz. Lots of things going thru ma mind. Though i do not haf any regrets of my poly life, but how i realli wish it could be longer. Realli hope that those whu are still in their poly days, PLEASE realli treasure the time u haf. Even if when the grp splits, try ur best to keep in contact, if not all will just drift away. If u wan to go on a relationship, go ahead, but nvr let the relationship hinder ur life and ur time in poly. (man i sound like a nanny here lolx) Life just haf to move in other for oneself to grow. Hopefully life can be just as interesting in the future haha. Well after ma exam maybe i might open a photo blog on me poly days lolx. U will see a toot toot boy boy version of moi waahaha. Last time i very the guaiz one muahahaha. ok ok enough of this lolx. Wait till friday come then i see howz ba~ lolx. 6 more days! WEEEE

Well today i had quite a fruitful day yea~ Had my weekly SD study meeting at ma house today lolx. Went down to AMk mrt station to pick the guys up. oday's turn out was staggering! Cos its exams period, so i tot most probably we will haf the least turn outs today. But i was proof wrong~ Instead, today was the highest attendence among all the study meetings we held! Even the YMDs i tot they will most probably not come, came! From now onwards i will haf to tink twice about the YMDs in my institution yea~ haa dun pray pray. Tian Fa, one of the SD vice chiefs also came down for our weekly study meeting. Today's meeting was more onto dialogue session on struggles before or during exams. Had a 1 hour vigorous daimoku before we started. One YMD who realli inspired me was Beron. He realli put in effort in both studies and practice~ wow he can even chant up to 2 hours per day! For me 1 hour i alreadi peng san liao lolx. Can see hes realli struggling hard for his exam. Beron JIA YOU!!! For me, i shared my struggles wif my tonsilitis haa. I realli feel that i was able to overcome sickness and realli reach my objective! I also must JIA YOU!!! lolx. Tian Fa shared wif us words of encouragement before he left early for another appointment. The dialogue session ended around 5.30pm. Then we had photo taking! lolx as usual after every weekly meetings~ After that i send them home tellin everyone where to take buses and stuff... Had my dinner and now here bloggin~ Later need to jia you on studies for monday paper haha. NYPSD~ WEEEE~~~ one of the photos at the phototakin~ lolx

Finally OL paper done~ cant remember bits and pieces of stuffs during the paper... haiz... but i tink still can score by a bitz ba. paper was quite hard... Not enough time to finish. boo hoo hoo. i tink lost at least 10 marks le... Hopefully wont lose more then 20 marks~ wahahaha. Takin a break... MIGHT mug later... see how first la wahahaha. sianz 1/2. 3 more to go! chiong chiong chiong!

WEEEEE finally my examz comin tomolo! A bit kan chiong and excited cos once my exma finish, then i'm FREE! and this will be my final and last exam of my poly years lolx. After that, will be attachment and FYP. shiokz man. my final sem will be literally workin and projects. NO EXAMZ!!! Quick quick, cant wait till i finish my last paper on nxt friday! go go go! Well my sickness seem to haf receover a little. But i'll still haf my morning sickness... dunno why. Every morning when i wake up, my fever will be so high, then my head will feel heavy and its like theres something banging ma head. Hopefully it will not happen tomolo! Nothing happening nowadays... wat do u expect man, exams is just plain old boring. everytime stay at home and mug like a mad man. OK! back to mug one last time for ma OL paper tomolo!

Well now i feel better. Though i still haf a 38 degrees fever but i dun feel a thing... hmm.. for most pple they will be lying in bed or crawlin around the hse like the bitch acting as the ghost in THE GRUDGE! lolx kiddin! i'm lucky enough to oni haf my left tonsil infected ONLY! If both tonsils are infected, damn i dunno whether i can tok a not lolx. For now, no white spots or pas can be seen on me right tonsil, so it better not come out! Once my tonsilitis is cured~ me fever will go as well~ so quick quick, make this tonsilitis go away! I still can concentrate on me studies. So my main objective can still be done phew~ I realli wan to finish ma exams fast! Argh its been draggin so freakin long... haiz. lookin forward to 5 nov! lolx.

AHHHH i am down wif tonsilitis!!!! fuck man! Of all time it happens now! Haiz, went to see the doc just now. gave me loads of pills as usual. Sianz. Having fever due to tonsilitis grrrr... Quickly la, tonsilitis quickly recover ar~ going for a rest now. haiz.. zzz

WEEEE me body is back normal~ tink i'm too tired la tats why i felt groggy yesterday. Had a dream free sleep. gosh its been along time since i had dreamless nights. Went to weifeng's house for NYPSD weekly study meeting. Today wasnt realli a study meeting though, its more dialogue session to see hows our members dealing wif exams. Then found out tat Fun Wai has a lots of doubts on gohonzon. haiz, had a dialogue session wif him and he still has so much doubts. Will find one day to realli tok to him! Thenz qixun kapo the NDP VCD and the NDP commamorative book from SYC lolx. Kaoz the book soooo damn thick. Ha but then take lo hee. After that went to J8 walk around, but nothing to shop, but... i saw me cousin there lolx. Went out wif her ger fren to shop shop also haa. She also cant wait for ma sister's wedding day lolx. i cant wait either lolx! Anyways, went to meet me sis at bishan mrt last cabin, she wanted moi to pass some stuff over to her leader in moi district during zalankai, haiya pass to her district in the end she still ask me do the job. diaoz~ after zalankai, me japanese gakkai fren gave me a cookie box and a magnet wif a picture of Ikeda Auditorium from SOKA UNIVERSITY. Cos i helped her moved house last month, and wanted gif me all these stuffs as a token of appreciation. So nice of her~ She also bought lots of daimoku charts which looks like a bank book! lolx. so cute! Nvr knew Japan has so many funny and unique stuffs! And i found out that SOKA UNIVERSITY has a lot of its own products, for example like sweets, cookies by YWDs and etc. kool eh. Then Sikang made us some home made sushi! haha so nice! got hotdog, egg and tuna. But i like tuna better! lolx Well now me going to mug again! a new start, a new determination! I was kinda bored, took my digi cam and took pics of things i brought back home today lolx.
From left to right, The daimoku Chart (cute eh), The magnet frm Soka U, The cookie in a nice box wif Soka U pic (so nice!), NDP VCD and NDP commamorative book. Haa saw the commamorative book and saw ben's big smile again on the pyramid pic lolx. While the others all bin chao chao one, even top man also nvr smile lolx. Sure brings back memories lolx!

WTH!!! My body's screwed up AGAIN! Feeling groggy this morning, did not realli haf the mood to go school, but bo bianz haf to drag me and myself to go. And my freakin throat ARGH is so painful and irritating, i cant swollow anything peacfully! DAMN! Went back home, book the NDP chalet online, wanted to study but i was totally in no mood touch me books! Went to haf a short nap, woke up to get ready to go out for me mom's b'day dinner. But, it seems like after the nap, i felt worse! haiz. Went to this LING ZHI VEGETARIAN RESTAURENT at china square cos me mom cant eat meat after she had her an operation on her breast. BUT... the food there wasnt like typical vegetarian food. It was made up of many mock stuffs which interestingly taste like the originals and it was great! Its a buffet cum ala-carte, was around 25 bucks each person. The atmosphere of the restaurent... SUPERB! but too bad i nvr took any pics of it. i called liang teh as me drink, its free flow anyways, then i pia the liang teh lolx. My sis was like, wah u sure can dirnk a lot eh, u wan them to gif u a jug of it instead lolx. Cant help it, ma mouth was like super dry, i haf ulcers in ma mouth, a freakin sore throat! I need more of this stuff! Anyways, after dinner, we went over to Fullerton hotel, cos ma mom haven been there yet lolx. Then i sun bian use the toilet over there. Damn i tell u, i accidently knocked onto a blondie and i said sorry, but for her, she called me an asshole! Argh i was moody tat time, got pissed and called her BLOND BITCH!!! Walked to moi toilet to haf ma private time. Can hear her grumbling but who cares~ Bleahz, after tat, went over to esplanade to take some pics~ took some family pics there, chat for awhile, saw me retarted frens and asked whether wanna join them for embargo session~ haiz, why everyone around me is ending their exams so freakin early! But anyways, i also dun wan to go la, dun wan to get sick during crucial times. Went back home after tat, man i am beat! Ate couple of Vit Cs and took a fever pill. I dun wan to get sick again! Especially during crucial times! Oh well, just haf to bear wif it! Aint gonna study today, i wan to rest to the fullest for ma body cos i tink i realli lack of sleep cos a headache is banging my me head now! TML will be a new day for me hopefully!
From left, me, ma dad, me mom, sis, ma bro-in-law~ nice background eh~ i look weird in here lolx.

ok today did not realli studied much, went out early today accompany me mommy for medical check up. Stayed in TTSH until 12.30 took a cab back home. wah shag man. Had a nap until around 4 plus, slacked around before i went to meet trislin, mel and guan keng for dinner then go over to hui qing's grandmother's wake. Well at the wake, saw that her family realli big~ very very big! lolx. Her grandma was able to see all 4 generations le. Thats long man lolx. peili and desmond also went down for the wake. Desmond as usual, cracked up jokes and all of us laughed until our jaws was stiff and having stomach aches lolx Well tomolo will be another long day for me~ morning need to go back school for extra lessons, after that i will be coming home to book the chalet for NDP gathering at east coast! weeee. and at night will be going to celebrate me mama's b'day. wont be having much time to study again haiz. So... today will not be muggin until too late, if not extra lessons will just be another sleeping session for me. Sian ar, in my mouth there 3 ulcers dammit! so freakin irritaing! mug again~ ciaoz

Had my comm skill common test today. I calculated the marks, should be able to pass la, but whether scoring erm, thats a whole different story. Although the tips given by me lecturer was REALLI obvious, but its comm skill, i did not realli put in much effort in studying it. Finished the paper at around 4.50pm, left the exam hall early cos i see no shit in stayin there until 5.30pm. Went to accompany weiqi for dinner, hes been realli down nowadays. Heard that his younger sister is in critical condition. This thing has realli affected him a lot. I realli wan to help him, but just cant seem to find a way to tok to him cos on sensitive issues, hes quite reserved and oni tell those who he finds closer wif. Hope that his sister is ok. Well after that, had a short chit chat session wif jason, tong, rachel and lex. After that went home, makan dinner and watched charm again~ weee... Now me very bored slack for awhile before i go back muggin again. Gonna haf another sleepness night again lolx. Me fren send me smileys, quite cute le. He tot i'd used it for me MSN, but use it for my blog la, cos my msn got too many rubbish smileys lolx. But too big for blog. Anyways, later go crazy wif muggin again ahhh!!!

Yesterday lazy to blog, been muggin on kuku comm skill. Well yesterday went to school, instead of teaching sern da ECA, we started to tok cok. Then went to polaris, chat wif the YWDs diaoz. Cecilia came down to NYP woh! Its been such a long time since i saw her! Always busy wif her flying around the world as an air stewardess. Then sern da went off to meet beron, then me, wanglee and cecilia continue chit chatting. Tok about life, love life... haa me and cecilia came down to the same conclusion~ When one start to love someone again, its very tiring! When one never started love before, dun start until u tink u are ready! Well, she also haf her problems, and me 2! lolx. Hope can meet up wif her again haa. Then yesterday chantel wanted to meet me, but in the end, call her HP but her HP is off. Call hse but no one picked up. Wonder hows she... Well today is comm skill CT! tink can do la, lecturer gave us tips like no body business. lolx. Well tats it for now. Ciaoz peepz

Well look at the time, finished half of Optical system protocol. continue on thursday cos i need to study my kuku comm skill CT which is this coming Wed. zzz i realli need to get some sleep cos tml still need to teach sern da ECA. The weather is so cooling now~ SHIOKZ. I've been hearing thunder ever since 1am but its still not raining, hmmm the sky is urgent but just cant pee? LOLx i'm being lame here. Anyways, hopefully i'm awake tomolo, if i teach wrong later kena whack~ wahaha. Chat wif jf on msn, until half suddenly no reply, reason~ HE DOZED OFF! LOLx joke of the day man. Cant blame him la, woke up so early and stay up until now. Wahaha but funny la. jf if you're reading this, lolx dun come box me hoh. hee! Well go sleep liao... nights out peepz~

Argh!! This chapter ish soooo freakin long. Its taking forever to finish this chap zzz. but the worse thing is, this is a BIG chapter in the exams! It will cover at least 30% of the whole OCN paper. ZZZ.. sianz 1/2. OH WELL, still haf to study anyways.
Today downloaded a lot of movies le~ weeee wait till exam is over then pia all the movies! MOVIE MARATHON AT HOME!!! Anyone want to join me lolx. haiz, my holiday is oni 1 week. By nov 16 i need to go for attachment for 3 months. hopefully the attachment will pay me above average attachment money and the attachment place must be near my home lolx! and no night shifts! Well back to muggin again~ sianz.

Stayed at home whole day. Slept all the way to 2pm, woke up, do all the usual stuff, lying on my bed and fell asleep. Gosh i'm so pig nowadays, woke up at 4pm. Totally forgetting that today there is a lecture on 10 worlds at HQ. but heck la lolx. studied at 5 plus, watched my left eye can see ghost on ch8, a bit lame, but touching la. Went back to mug again, then had a freakin migraine. Damn cant concentrate much. But manage to finish 3 chapters of OCN. Suppose to start on OMT but lecturer haven gif us the study guide yet, so skip hers first. 1 more chapter to go for OCN which has 119 pages! freak man. And this chapter is freakin dry, SONET la, dunno wat net la.. Its bedtime story for me, but still haf to study. ZZZZ. BUT, i cant wait to go to JB to do my hair! lolx.. maybe can do something back like tat when i did it early this year!
Had my hair permed, dyed, highlighted and cut. Well see how when i go do it on the 8 NOV!!! weeee cant wait lolx.. for now, continue to mug~ zzz

Yay i finished my PDM liao!!! Will start on OTM laterz~ Today i did not go for SD daimokukai~ haiz cant wake up frm my nap la... too tired. Woke up around 3 plus. Continued my the last few parts of PDM. After that, went to my sis's place to look at her wedding photos~ But before that, me and my parents went to makan dinner at sunplaza kopitiam. Wa biangz the place is so filled wif pple. Some pple were like me standing around waiting for sits. And the sit i'm waiting has a 4 aunties. Argh they just kept on tok n tok n tok. Even when they finished their dinner, they just continue to tok none stop. Kaoz bunch of sam pat pple. I gave one of the aunties a dulanz look but she still continue yakking. WTH i feel like telling them off for being so inconsiderate. But in the end, my dad found some empty places. When i finished my dinner, the 4 yakking aunts then start to move. Buey tahan stared at them again when they went pass me. Sheesh such inconsiderate pple. Anyways, Went to my sis's place look at her wedding photos, wow so nice. Cant wait for her wedding to come which is on the last day of the year! Went back home takin a cab. Wah this uncle hoh, is he acting blur or he is just blur. He took the longer route back from sebawang to AMK. When i asked him to take the shorter, he got so many comments like u haf pple alighting first? or this route has more cars then the other route. Not to say i am ngiao or wat la. but come on, i also wan to get home early. Well i better go back studying again. Ciaoz peepz

argh, slept at 4.10am yesterday night. Tried to continue but i cant, mental block again. Shit man. Then woke up at 11am. Fuckin crows cant keep their beaks shut, makin hell of a noise early in the morning and disrupt moi slumber. Grr... oni left wif 35% more of PDM and i'm done wif it! Zzz shag man. Dunno whether to go down for the SD daimokukai later a notz... zzz tired. Well see how first ba... I might go haf a short nap first.. zzzzz

Well i haf been slackin ever since i came back home from yen's b'day dinner. He treated us at AMK central block 347 there. A stall selling ala carte dishes which cost $4.80 each for all dishes available. Not too bad. Although the portions were a bit small... But now my appitide has strink from a cow to a small mouse. So the food was just nice. haa. Then today 4 of my frens are driving le. Made me tink about getting my licence quick while i'm still studying... I've been slackin away frm car learning for almost 3 months! heh well may tink about it... The nowadays i saw the advertisment on the ang mo version of ju-on~ haha lame man. Is hollywood running out of movies? omg. Well find it lame man. Well i better go study now~ chiong again like yesterday... sheesh one chapter ish so freakin long! sianz... theory sucks man... grrr... just haf to live wif it! haa

Started studying again around 2pm. Now takin a break after finish my second major chapter in PDM. Zzz shag man. But i still haf 1 more major chapter and 2 more minor chapters to go before i finish PDM! YAY chiong chiong chiong! Later going for Yen's b'day dinner at AMK. hopefully later can de-stress a bit... Then come back home and chiong again tonight! chiong chiong chiong!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ My eyes are closing My brain's not working I cant absorb anymore Sleepiness is crawlin to me Cant concentrate Cant go on anymore ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Argh, finished 1 of the 3 major chapters and half of another major chapter of PDM. Theories driving me bonkers. Well i tink tats it for today... continue tomolo! 14 more days to my examz! Ganbatte! Night peepz

Ok i'm takin a short break from my studies. Studying since 9.30pm come in here blog for awhile then carry on again. Organizing my notes, writing them out in notes on my notebook. Today i see some of my frens who are having problems wif their studies but their now doing well and studying realli hard. Realli happy for them! And today i saw my fren's 2 assignments, one is a movie website and the other a MTV video. The website is so kool man. Very futuristic design but yet simple and clean. And his MTV video, haa not too bad, he actually asked his fbodz peepz to help him out on his video titled "Blaque Feat FboDz - I'm Good" Kool man. Kudos to him for persevering during bad times! Well going back to chiong again! hopefully can finish one module by today, if not 75% of it! Chiong chiong chiong! Maybe Blog again in the morning Lolx! Ciaoz!

Well just finished watching Charm! Babies are so cute! Just love em! Today's episode a bit touchy feelin, the power of love! lolx. Anyways, today was a boring day. Went to school listen a 2 hour lecture then came back home, how lame is tat. But bo bianz, lecturer giving study guide. So LL haf to go lo.. Came back ate my lunch, went online for awhile and had my afternoon nappy~ I had an unusual long nap today, 3 hours of nap time. Wow i'm becoming a pig man. Then went online to do some downloading, makan moi dinner. Watch the siao hua siao chao. The guys were so so la... Although my dear couz told me the winner was a bit gayish LOLx cos he is the same faculty as her. Then the other guy, dunno le no comments. As for the gals, ok also la, my rating for faith is 7/10 and wendi 6/10. Faith has the assets and stuff, but dunno le, see her facial features to is erm.. normal? Wendi, the gerl around the block, nothing much la. Well later haf to chiong my studies during the night weeee hours~ examz are coming, MY LAST EXAMINATION lolx. Going to chiong chiong chiong! Ciaoz peepz

Well i'm back to normal~ Yesterday night before i slept, i had been seriously thinking why was i reacting so BIG to yesterday's situation. Well i find that deep down in my heart, i find that i realli love her and wan her back, and on the other hand, i cant let the past go cos i in the first place, i nvr wanted to let her go. heh oh well, i feel that i need to be haf an open heart and not let myself to cling onto the past. Now, what i realli wan her to haf is her happiness in life, thats all. Well enough of her~ sheesh lolx. Today i went skool as usual, draggin myself like the zombies in resident evil. 8am classes is a pain in the ass man. anyways, today at polaris, i was the oni guy there le.. so sadz, all my other YMDs nvr turn up. But its ok i had a great conversation wif the gals. After that i had my NE presentation, gosh at last its over. Stupid NYP wans all students to study on history of singh-ka-po~ even foreign students are not excused frm this kuku module. Its as if they go for this module to be brain washed lolx. Anyways, my grp presented on history of india. haiz if u were there to listen to the presentation, u would snooze after 10mins cos i made the presentation slides to be boring on purpose. Anyways this module is not graded, its just an extra module everyone has to take. Well at last its over. After that, i still have a 2 hours lecture, oh my gosh, i was almost dead shag after the presentation, but cant pon the lecture cos its the last lecture, and my lecturer is going to give us the study guide for examz. haiz, during lesson me and rachel started to bitch about our previous klazmates. Reason, simple, both of us find that after the grp of 8 that me and rachel mostly hang out wif, got spilt up into our spelizations, we hardly got in contact. For me, i got sick of their man man lai attitude everytime they wan to meet up to go jalan jalan or some other stuff. Always taking their own sweet time to tink where to go and bla bla bla. Everytime i say why not we decide and walk at the same time? They dun wanna move WTH! And recently, i find tat they are always waiting for new friends and chuan's frens whenever they haf outings. I'm not being anti-social or wat, but i just dun find the click with their new friends. We dun haf a common topic. The crap they always tok are always lame and cold. The kind of attitude they always gif me especially for the guys, is when u have a ger fren, ur life will be great. What kind of lame shit is this~ argh And nowadays the presents they buy for b'days is getting more more freakin EXPENSIVE! Heres the list, and one present i cant remember is to who la around 90 over bucks. They bought chuan a shirt and pants total of 98 bucks, A shoe for weiqi for 106 bucks, a 2 polo T and pants (i tink) also around 90 over bucks. All the presents listed haf a total of 12 pple sharing. And each person need to pay around 8 to 9 bucks each. And all of them is within a month plus oni! The prices of these presents are like buying for someone who is having his 21st b'day! All of them is around 20 yrs old oni. So when they become 21 tink can buy a present tat cost around 200 to 300 bucks liao lo! kaoz. And best is when i told them they should aim around 60 to 70 bucks kind of present, they told as long as the present is less then 10 bucks can liao lo. Diaoz. I am not being thrifty on money or wat but i'm just being practical here~ Aiya dunno them la, for me and rachel we feel that we are trying to haf this great frenship to stay on but they dun seem to put the same effort in maintaining it as well.. So FUCK CARE! Then today i had my Young Lion Duty at HQ doing traffic duty. First time in traffic duty man, a bit kan chiong le. Well everything went fine today. Learn quite a lot today! Then nxt time i can blck the traffic and taking the big light sabre thingy hee. Damn i bitch a lot today le lolx. I tink i might got ben's complaining behavior :P Oops lolx. But complaining good la. Sometime dishing out some things u haf been dieing to spit something out frm ur heart. haa. Well my study week starts tomolo, I'm going to pia my studies liao. Starting from tomolo! Chiong during the night wee hours until early morning. Cos i oni can study in the night, telling me to study in the afternoon or morning would be a waste of time for me. I have around 15 days to study 4 modules. Argh theories. They are such a pain. Time to relag for now, CHIONG tomolo. ok folks, i'm out~ CIAOZ

FUCK! I'm now in a state of confusion. She is back. And i tot she left to another country without even telling ME! Saw her today on my way to orchard to get some stuffs. The feeling of anger, confusion, sadness... argh fuck it. She left without even telling me WTH! What am i to her last time! Some of my frens told me maybe she just dun wan me to feel sad over her for leaving the country and makin both parties feeling bad. She may just wan to take the beating on her own. But... Argh FUCK it again.
Anyways, shes the one that saw me, say hi and everything. Shes now in some private school. I wasnt realli into the conversation. All the questions i had wan to ask her last time was all coming back. Some of you may say i just couldnt let go the past and stuff like tat. But i dunno, it just came. Why shes back i dunno, she did not say anything about it. She did not say anything about why she left. Bleahz shit it.
Just a 5mins conversation can bring so many memories i have tried to forget in the past. I dun wan to haf the old feeling i had almost 3 yrs ago. My exams are coming, i dun wan this to hinder me. I know too well tat emotions can realli distract me. This is one reason why i dun wan to haf a relationship right now. I dun wan to feel another heart break, i haf the fear of it. On the other hand, i'm too emotional.
Haiz, of all times, when my most crucial time is here, all this kind of kuku stuff starts to come back. I need to try not to think about it too much. I must not let this hinder my studies. I cant let this thing to happen on my examz again. Well some of you are might ask wat thing. But aiya never mind.

Argh, yesterday reached home around 3.30am after having a drinking session with my NDP grp mates. Drank beer sing song tok cok TAKE PICTURE lolx. We even did 'match makin' for some of our grp mates. haa. Well the steamboat session was fun. Me, rachel and rebecca started to bitch the things around us. Damn i tell u, these 2 gals might be 17 but the things they haf in mind and the things they bitch, can even win the most bitchy bitches in the world i tell u lolx. But all in all, they are fun to be wif. We crap a lot yesterday but too bad, they did not go for the KTV session, wif them around. Oh yea, their laughter is no.1 in singapore, Jb and the world! No one can beat them in laughing. Anyways, I drank a lot yesterday night until this morning when ben msg me i started to puke. Argh hate this kind of feelin. Did not realli got any sleep cos my head seem to have a drum banging in my head. Irritating to sleep and wake up every 15mins. And wat do you know, in the end Ben and I did not go for VA meeting. We chat on the fone early in the morning instead diaoz~. Oh well, one time nvr go VA its ok la hoh. lolx. Tink he must still be snoozing and having fun in his lala land right now. I might haf a second round of nap cos my eyes are realli tired. Well heres some pics we took yesterday during the outing.

Group Pic! Got around 26 pple went down for the steamboat! haa. but some back liao sad.

The more i see this pic, the more it looks like wedding picture le lolx.

Peeps at K union~

Ahha, Alicia's hair kena pulled during shot heh.

ME being a big light bulb with our newly match made couple lolx

They look compatible eh hee :P hope qing is not reading this :P

Alicia looks stunned, I look like as if something is stuck in my ass lolx

Me, Mel, Alicia and Trislin

Me & Alicia. Cute eh lolx.

Our nxt newly match made couple! They sure haf the face of husband and wife :P

Kel, Mel and Desmond~

Tris and Alicia, nice background eh~

LOLx i'm now in K union. a KTV pub with moi NDP grp frens. now the gals are sam-pating, guys drinking. and since theres other pple around, some are singing badly man. lolx. one guy singing wu-ding totally monotone... lolx. Then everyone's drinking, some playing pool. Later going to drink like mad! hopefully can wake up for tml's VA meeting lolx. If not ben also no need to wake up liao... haa... just bored... come here blog cok lolx.. k la... go back to drink and sing liao. ciaoz peepz!

OOO i changed the layout of my blog. Now it looks so much more neater. Like wat my dear fren WOMAD says, too complicated.. so change to a more cleaner look. Wow i started around 11.45am and look at the time, its already 1.40pm. Changing layout can sure take time.. zzz... Well later i'm going for my NDP grp's steamboat outing. WEEE its going to be fun man. Later going to eat all i wan! haa. Take lots of pics and eat a lot. i tink i can close one eye for my diet for today hee. Ciaoz~

Post some recent pics from my outings lolx.

A mini rocket about to fly~

Rocket went up to smokes (mission failed lolx)

Our newly weds in our NDP. Sweet eh hee.

Group Pic~

Yet another grp Pic~

Me And BeN LOLx~

The guys~

And the galz

Theres something up there!!!

STOP PUSHING lolx

Ali baba gang, why is there a pooh bear? hmm...

WEEE C5!!!

C5 NDP 04!!

Good morning peepz~ I'm awake now, blasting my techno loudly cos no one's at home. I tink my neightbours are going to hate me for this heh cos the walls are starting to vibrate wahahaha *evil laughs*. Well yesterday i did not feel like bloggin, felt a bit sickly, groggy and bla bla bla. But i'm OK NOW! Well yesterday nothing special happen la. Went down to Sunplaza yesterday to meet up with 2 of my religion fren's. While waiting, i walked around sunplaza, and found out tat a fight broke out. Cos there's splattered blood on the second floor and in the star factory arcade, 2 Daytona machines were being pushed away from eachother and in between the machines, was a gap wif some torn shirt and a shoe. Heh its been a long time since i saw this kind of things happen. I tot the pia jui days were over and now all that is left is the xiao bengs and xiao lians. Well i guessed wrong lolx. My fren came but the other did not. Flew me a big rocket man. The best part was, i cant get him on his HP and i he is not at home. Reason, he msged me using his fren's fone i tink, told me tat he lost his HP and wallet 30mins ago at AMK and he is making a police report. DIAOZ. So coincidental sia. oh well. Then me and my fren went to a kopi tiam lim teh tok cok. Came back home, feeling a bit groggy. I tink is becos of the freakin weather, rain and shine rain and shine. the weather has gone bonkers man. MADNESS!

Life is so fragile in a sense that, when something happens to us in a bad way, all kinds of negative toughts starts to come to us. This is why we are humans, imperfect by nature. but something that makes us unique is that when one strives to fight on, getting absolute happiness for oneself, facing one's obstacle with wisdom and courage. This is what everyone should do. No matter what happens, one must stay calm and firm to face it. Fight like a lion, with a lion's courage, anything is possible. make the impossible possible. Turn poison into medicine, turn one's bad karma to a one that is harmonious and joyful. It all comes down to whether do we, as indivituals, wan to take action to change our lifes, or sit around and wait for something to happen.

Argh, today was a bad day for me man.. early in the morning i had a bad diarroea. My ass puked at the toilet bowl for like 3 times??? or is it 4? Must be the Mc Spicy i ate yesterday. argh i am so freakin pissed~ i tink i might haf a BF (BITCH FIT) lolx. anyways, my ass hurt man. argh, went to school having a very uneasy feeling in my stomach. Then i was feeling groggy, until my dear klazmate, rachel was so nice, help me take down some notes and help me write some points in my lecture notes. so nice of her! how i wish i can kiss but i cant wahahah. after tat i cant take the uneasy feeling anymore, went home early, skipped a 2 hour lecture. now i'm at home again going to the gents non-stop. haiz.. then i heard frm jf say ben's presentation wast tat good. hai, wonder wat happen to my dear bro's presentation.. well blog laterz~ (ass gonna puke again)

Phew... just came back from YL meeting. Met jiafeng, benny and their klazmate timon for a 'kopi' session at harbour front. The moment i saw ben, he was complaining hes hungry, VERY HUNGRY! Then we went to coffee club to haf our drink, while ben had a drink and a pasta. 4 guys in coffee toking crap (duhz wat other things can we do in s'pore other then tokin COK) anyways, then we started to tok about clubbin, night life and stuff. Then jf was like askin wats this and tat. Alamak, i tink he realli needs some exposure man. Not becos it will bad influence and clubbin is not good and all, but for moi, i personally feel that youths should be out going and try different things in life (but not try smokin and takin drugs and stuff la DUHZ). Since we are still young, we haf the energy to do the things we realli and find out the kool things around the world. This will make our life more 'enriching' and more fun. Anyways, me and ben might be bringing jf go see the nightlife LOLx. After that, Timon and Ben went back home, me and jf went to SYC for our YL meeting. The meeting ended at 10pm! wah shagged man. This is the first gakkai meeting i ever attended that end so late! Well YMD spirit i guess lolx. Then me and jf went over to Harbour Front Mac to makan our dinner. Tok cok sing song kua charbo then go home lolx. (but no charbo to kua during our makan session haiz sadz LOLx) Well me now go watch my charm le. Haiz, my mom some how cock up the VCR timer, it only recorded 30mins of the show. sob sob. oh well better then nothing. Ciaoz peepz!

I'm back home now.. waiting for jia feng aka da gua aka bitchsan to call moi when hes ready then meet up go SYC for young lion meeting tonight. tink he must be chee hong-ing again LOLx. (hope hes not reading this hee) Anyways, today i skipped a morning lab today. I was too shagged to pull myself up. So i slept all the way to 10am. Did all my morning barang barang until around 12 plus then go school to finish some projects. Rachel (my klazmate) told me today not lab session, is a lecture. gosh, having the LL feeling in me again. oh well. then continue to do my last 2 projects. WEEE finished everything in an hour! This is realli called chop chop man. Then today i found out something interesting. My new klazmate, peifang, at first i find that shes a very demure gal, very innocent and not so outgoing type one. But today she told me from year 1, she signed on with the navy for 4 years. I was like huh??? O_O Well theres a phrase that goes "dont judge a book by its cover". Zzz wait for jiafeng to call/msg me until i going to koonz liao. Ok tink i'll take a few shut eyes~

back to blog again~~~ feelin a bit shagged now... dun feel like going to school tomolo.. but i cant.. sianz... now watching what lies beneath. saw halfway i went snoozing. lolx. finished writing an article for the NYPSD examination magazine~ which is on 4 points of faith. pretty inspiring. got the info from my dear bro-in-law. as for my comm skill, haiz tink i do it tomolo ba. no mood to start my comm skill ICA. Well its ok, since i only need to do a short memo. Wont be that hard i guess... cant wait for charm tomolo WEEE... Charm's my all time fav TV series. MAgics and demons and Sexy women vapourising bad ass demons. wahahaha. well guess i stop here then, if i'm going to sleep now... if not, might come back at night. lolx... pengz hahaha. i'm going bonkers lolx..
I'm bored until i took my handphone start takin pics of moi!! lolx... just being bored la... cant blame muahahaha... btw, I lost another 2kg of weight!!! weee, before NDP which is around june, i was around 95kg. and now, i am 88kg woh! wahahaha my diet seems to work. with correct exercise and balance meal, sure helps me a lot! but i still need to shed of the extra tires man! JIA YOU!! wahahaha!

And today at polaris (NYP Block Q lvl 1 benches), me and my fellow NYPSD bros and sistas were having our usual lunch gathering and chit chat session. We were all tokin about how to spend our holidays. Then Noel was suggesting y not make a JB trip lolx. And our dear princess weiling suggested to go Pulau Ubin to see fire flies and see stars. haa. Then started to crap about if we go Ubin all the kuku things we can do there. wahaha. And becos of this conversation, i remembered that my sis and bro-in-law bought a 4 men Tent at Carrefour for $19.90 ONLY LE. haa. But i might not be going cos i'll be having my kuku attachment which starts on 16 Nov. SobZ. When i start school, other pple are still having their fnu with their holidays. bleahz... kuku system! wahahaha. Think i go to bed now le. (MeL goes to shut eyes mode zzz)

Argh, woke up this morning feeling groggy, feel like bitchin, moody and bla bla. I practically dragged myself to do my morning errands. Looked at my com and jia feng was online lolx... he also sianz of going school so early... wahaha morning blues i guess~ i was late for school, went for my morning lecture, and the best was, after listening to the lecture for oni 10mins, i dozed off for 1h 30mins !!! kaoz... then after tat went to do a bit of my Optiwave simulation project... All my classmates know nutz of calculating the power budget for the network given to us, and the fooking lecturer doesnt want to help us! wth!! and as for my semestral project, it is a whole class project, so the whole class is suppose to come wif this big concept with calculations and specs on making a telescope. Ang you know wat, tml is the freakin deadline and we are not even 70% done! OMG!!! die liao la... zzz. But some of my klazmates are staying back in school to do the calculations part and the simulation part. Came back home slept awhile, woke up feeling refresh! made a new nicer lay out of me blog. WEEEE... while doing tat, me and jiafeng were chatting online bitchin around and having guys tok lolx... as usual~ lolx... later must do comm skill project~ zzz well blog later~ adioz~

Today my head was feeling like a heavy boulder... I realli felt like going back home to haf some shut eyes cos i cant concentrate, i cant listen to lectures cos i slept thru out the whole 2 hours lecture.. sheesh.. wonder what happen man... its like i have not been sleeping for the past few days. And nowadays, i haf been having a routine of going to school, come back home, have a nap, dinner and sleep and it starts all over again the nxt day.. sheesh I WANT MY LIFE BACK! lolx... and i'm having some family probs and school probs... but as youth, we must strive and take on many challenges in other to grow! I MUST PERSEVERE!!! argh now my body doesnt feel tired, but my eyes always wan to close... sheesh... well i might put 2 tooth picks at my eyes lolx.