Fualalalala... rotting in office as usual~ Still got 1h 30mins more to knock off ar! sianz ar! Haiz today damn suey... my ear fone's rubber thingy came off~ tink i dropped it while running for bus 162... shitz... now oni can listen one side... grrr.... oh wellz... Later going to get my hair trimmed! Hopefully ma hairstylist doesnt cut away most of the curls~ my sis's wedding is coming! so exciting! oni left wif 2 dayS till their wedding! wahahahaha. i'm done wif my shoppin for ma sis and bro-in-law's wedding~ wahahaha, all thx to ma sis and bro-in-law for sponcoring me! hee hee... oh well tink i go back and take a nap le... tired man... i rather stay at home and slack rather then here... sianz

still in a daze... tired... so hard to let it go... but still...

Haven been bloggin nowadays, quite busy wif dancing and other stuffs. And for some reason, i'm a bit confused nowadays... How i wish i can find someone to be at my side... (i haf choices now but i dunno which one to choose... lolx), but on the other hand, i'm going NS soon, having a relationship now would be quite unstable... i tink, haiz, dunno le... i've been single for dunno how long alreadi... Well, i'm in a daze~ oh wellz... Just see how things goes for moi... ~_~

I've been quite busy nowadays... Been busy with SD stuffs, a dance for YGM, and some other stuffs la. Tats why i'm takin some of the things to office to do... instead of rotting in the office, at least i can do my own things, still creating value for myself lolx. Its already the 5th week of my attachment, i haven receive a single pay yeT! damn those pple! Some of us went to pester our supervisors until they finally asked when can we get paid! Heard that we may get our pay this end of week, hopefully they are speakin the damn freakin truth, cos i'm pissed of waiting for my pay for the last 2 weeks! Well... gonna be busy wif the dance for YGM now, brain storming tonight again~ but for now, haf to rot in office! haiz

nothing to blog nowadays... everyday is just wake up, go work, come back home, eat and sleep... and the next day the routine starts over again... i'd rather rot at home then in the office... but, i'll be asked to do some mini project on converting some sync ports to USB ports... dunno how it can be done but bleahz, wait until tat day comes then i'll start to tink. Workin life sucks big time! i'd rather go school to listen boring lectures or pon classes man lolx. But those time will soon end... Now i look back to me poly life, i do regret somethings.. but tats the past, no point pondering about it. i still haf my last 6 mths in poly! so i'll just make the best out of it!

Today's monday, again back to work... it is boring... very boring... cos jinhong is at site, the 2 crazy gals, sharon and juliann are at site too... Now the office is so cold, quiet and boring... oni left wif me, jonathan and thevi... Today i did not felt like going to work, cos i'm still in a daze due to lack of sleep from chalet~ And i had quite a bad diarroea this morning... But still have to go, cos i haf work to finish... And now, i'm done wif my work... waiting for time to pass as usual... doing some thinking again... Quite a few things for me to tink about.. Yesterday night someone just added something to my list of thoughts.. going to gif him an answer soon... hopefully will convience him... If not i will continue to do my best to convience him. Anyways, chalet was not too bad. First night theres oni 3 peeps, me, ben and huiqing, stayin overnight, but it was kool. Went bowling the night, after that chatted and drank vodka until next morning. the chatting session seemed to haf made me realize some things i haf been avoiding for the past few years, that is why i haf been tinking quite a bit recently... Anyways, huiqing was totally shagged out after drinking a bit of vodka ribenna. Me and ben cotinued until around 6.45am i tink... I was high alreadi, cant realli walk straight cos my head is starting to spin, but i'm still awake lolx. After slept a little, woke up at 11 plus, we went to rent bicycle and blade.. Then me and ben riding around east coast, bought lunch back, huiqing is meeting the others to buy the food. Then me and ben were bored... trying to find things to do... then went to blade and cycle again.. ben counted how many peeps blade pass him... it was hilarious! lolx. To keep things short, its was fuckin hilarious lolx. Then at night, bbq night! Quite a few peeps came, and a kuku thing happen, becos of our ping mei.. oh well dun wan to blog here la... lolx. Then we played games, forfeit is to drink orange squash wif vodka~ it was fun! Mel was drunk yesterday, around 1 plus he concussed onto the bed and was sleeping soundly lolx. most peeps stayed until 2 plus and went home, oni me, ben, huiqing and mel staying overnight. Mel's sleeping habit was a bit scary, from snoring louding to full body movements lolx. Well then after, 3 of us went out to look at stars, we saw a few shooting stars~ made a few wishes lolx. Then went back to chalet slept, woke up in the morning and dragged ourselves back home lolx. Though this chalet was a bit dissapointing, cos quite a few peeps promised to come but backed out the last minute due to some stuffs. Anyways, overall it wasnt tat bad la.. Quite a meaningful chalet also... made me realized some things that i haf either been avoiding or supressing and tinkning that it will just go away. Oh wellz, YCF is coming! cant wait for it man... its going to be so fun!

LALALA, finished the job for this week alreadi~ waiting for lunch time to come. Anyways, i realli feel tat i lost touch to my night life alreadi~ once my attachment is finished! Its clubbin time for moi! muahahahaha. Going places like dbl o, devil's bar, zouk (during weds oni!), music underground?... I wan me life back! lolx. Going to jio all the clubbers i know of~ and drink like no body's business, lolx no la must control, if not ma tummy will get bigger~ lolx. All my colleagues are practically playing free cell, mind sweeper, solitre and all the games in window XP. Everyone in this room will be experts in win xp games after attachment. At the end of the day wat we learned? We learn how to play win xp games wahahaha. Anyways, today on the way to work, i saw this gorgeous lady wearing a red dress. Man shes hot.. Quite a few guys around her tried to haf a look or 2 at her heh. BUT... one action turned me off, maybe every guy around her. She just yawned wif her mouth wide open, wifout even covering her mouth. omg! Such a turn off~ lolx. The fridge in my office is so full of junk food now~ jialatz, i get away from the temptation if not i will gain weight again. me, sharon, juliann, jonathan, kaishi, jin hong bought loads of junk from cold storage, ranging from potatoe chips, chocolate chip cookies to campbell soup lolx. Shared the total cost among ourselves~ Now waiting for time to pass slowly, later in the evening i'll be meeting jimmy, danial and tian fa for some dialogue session at BK, novena square.